Questioning reality

Iv been researching allot into the octopus guy that iv been seeing allot lately and i guess the technical term for him is "slender man" so he is called. i haven't really been able to sleep since i had that one odd nightmare with him and that other thing that i think was another one like him but i don't really know whats going on anymore its like a giant puzzle that i can't solve no matter how many facts or theory's i run into about him. so for now all i can do is try and lay low iv been really researching into this phenomenon with slender man and everyone that's encountered him has gone missing and never heard of again. the pictures that iv been looking into all look like that octopus dude iv been running into or that has been stalking me at first i had though this was just another prank that my friends had been playing on me till i had spent the night alone at another friends that no one knows about and saw him again and high up in the mountains when i saw him again. i don't know if this is a normal side effect of encountering him but iv began having headaches that lead to black outs and nose bleeds. all i can do for now is try and keep my self safe i guess i made this blog at first to kinda make a little journal but its taken a turn for the wost now so im using this to jot down my findings and experiences so that maybe if anything should happen to me or i go missing like the other runners they can use my notes as a reference to anything or maybe if possible my notes can be used to help them or future runners