lost

One Two i see you, Three Four lock your door, Five Six im coming for you next, Seven Eight its too late, Nine Ten when will it end?

proxys proxys everywhere

proxy's everywhere now i cant really trust much people these days a friend i though i had made knew a little to much about my situation so i followed him to an abandoned house down the street and i guess after awhile i decided to be brave and go in so as im in he's just sitting there and i guess i get tackled and i guess those stupid pussy's with masks were there trying to hold me down for something and i kicked and pushed away till i got free and ran and ran a jumped a couple fences till i guess they gave up and there by the tree. its always by a tree with him like if he gets his power or some shit from tree's does his stupid twitching head thing and i guess as stupid as it was i ran for him and he walked backwards behind the tree and was gone not a trace of him left. guess this tall guy is still after me i stopped all the blogs everything and forgot about him but as soon as my girlfriend mentions him. I meet a friend who knows too much about my past and about slender man so all this shit is starting up for me again hahaha just when i had though it was all over for me i had found a way to forget him and get free for just a little bit stop all the blogs forget about him and never have him mentioned knowing him and fueling his fire is what must give him power over you proxy s must incite fear to keep the memory of him fresh so he can come for us but if we don't know about him he has no control over us or way of reaching us this is just another theory of mine that actually worked for awhile.

New Nightmares

He is everywhere yet never seen by anyone till its too late. i finally went home thinking it be nice and hopefully this slender man thing has lost interest in me my health improved a bit no more blackouts or nose bleeds while i was away i had got in contact with a old dear friend of mine i hope i see Monday  then as soon as i come to my friends house intending to play a little black ops and catch up the day was good till i went out side for some fresh air. i started getting a headache and got up to go inside and there in the driveway "IT" was just standing there like a statue. i knew if i blacked out id be done for so i slowly went inside and turned back and he was gone. my mentality since all this started has declined im starting to develop speech impediments and the headaches are more frequent. the dreams are getting more and more realistic and i just cant explain this my first theory of never filming him would make him go away and forgetting it and going out of town away from tree's or forests would help and it did for a bit. and my being in large groups or in heavy public helps but there is something that keeps pecking at my brain to go back and investigate go back to the tree. im losing patience in this whole hide and seek stuff the messages the boxes full of odd things in them but the most eerie thing was tonight. like i said my mentality has started declining speech impediments i hear whispers and feel some thing like tentacles slithering on my back and into my head.and iv developed insomnia now. but my dream was all to real this time. i started getting a nose bleed and a headache so i knew "IT" wasn't far away. i sat down and he was inside the house standing there and my vision was just ill explain as best i could turned black and white then blurry and green then yellow then all red and then darkness i couldn't move i felt him coming close then i passed out. i don't know how long it was but i woke up in the forest wearing a black hoodie and a mask. i threw the hoodie and mask away.. at the moment i cant rationalize any of this. why oh why me what makes me special im nothing special im just a regular guy. ill update who ever is even reading these useless blogs of mine when i can. i. just need time to get it all together.

another clue another danger

i cant explain as to why i was drawn out into the woods but i saw it twice. first by that rotted tree when i was up at the hill top then again while on the bike ride so i took a offroad bike trail where i saw him and ran into some crazy squatters who chased me till i was out by that tree i had seen that tall demon by. i made a video in case i had found anything . i found a circle with an x crossed through it pointing down and there was an envelope with my name and the same symbols on it had a note with an old ring around it. the note had a drawing of him and the message next to it just threw me into a fit of fear and anger. the little message read" ready or not here i come" as soon as i turned off the camera he started chasing me his tenticles or extra arms i cant explain it almost grabbed me if i hadn't have ditched my bike and ran up into the paved bike trail. i think my investigation did give me a clue. he will not come near me or "observe" me if im in large crowds of people or in public. im going to post pics of the envelope and its contents. hopefully i can figure ways of avoiding it all together hopefully. till then i think i might have to run and keep on the move.

Questioning reality

Iv been researching allot into the octopus guy that iv been seeing allot lately and i guess the technical term for him is "slender man" so he is called. i haven't really been able to sleep since i had that one odd nightmare with him and that other thing that i think was another one like him but i don't really know whats going on anymore its like a giant puzzle that i can't solve no matter how many facts or theory's i run into about him. so for now all i can do is try and lay low iv been really researching into this phenomenon with slender man and everyone that's encountered him has gone missing and never heard of again. the pictures that iv been looking into all look like that octopus dude iv been running into or that has been stalking me at first i had though this was just another prank that my friends had been playing on me till i had spent the night alone at another friends that no one knows about and saw him again and high up in the mountains when i saw him again. i don't know if this is a normal side effect of encountering him but iv began having headaches that lead to black outs and nose bleeds. all i can do for now is try and keep my self safe i guess i made this blog at first to kinda make a little journal but its taken a turn for the wost now so im using this to jot down my findings and experiences so that maybe if anything should happen to me or i go missing like the other runners they can use my notes as a reference to anything or maybe if possible my notes can be used to help them or future runners

questioning my own sanity

this dream or nightmare i had was too realistic and too unnerving for me to just let it pass by. in the dream i wake up to me running for my life through some woods with the tall skinny guy coming after me and i keep looking back. and then another one of him just standing there staring and he does this twitchy thing with his head it was unnatural and disturbing and i keep running and i guess he stops and i tripped over something i cant remember what. as i fell and looked up on the tree branches where people with there whole chest and stomachs peeled away and impaled on the tree branches i get up to the two freakishly tall ones just staring at me and i cant explain it like a voice in my head type of thing. i heard that hypnotic voice like they were arguing or something and then silence and it spoke directly to me telling me if i still want to play a game? the prize would be him fixing me and i passed out from the headache i started getting. i woke up again sweating and coughing up blood and with a pounding migraine.. i honestly think im losing my distinction between reality and hallucinations.. if he even is a hallucination.. after the last few days i don't think its safe at my friends anymore. i don't know if anyone will even believe this. or whats going on. i just wish there was someone to talk to about this.

strange events

so i though if i got away from my house for awhile and get my mind off this whole situation iv seemed to have gotten my self into id completely forget about it so i went climbing up a mountain for fun so i have to pass a small creek bed in order to get to the trail entrance i though i saw him out of the corner of my eye so i turned and nothing. figured im just being paranoid then half way up the trail i see a person in a suit up on top off the trail next to this tree. i tried rationalizing it so i went off trail climbing up the side of the mountain till i got to the top and pulled out my knife thinking he would follow me but nothing i waited thirty minutes scanning all around me then decided to go back down and climb towards the area i was interested in and my cell phone turned off on me and began making this odd static noise and i took the battery out but it kept going. and then i turned like if someone was calling out my name to see him again titling his head and i don't know if it was the heat making me hallucinate but i swear it wasn't branch's on the tinny little tree but extra arms of his wiggling in a rhythm of sorts it was interesting almost hypnotic in a sense till i slipped and almost fell down the mountain luckily caught my self by a little rock formation and i climbed back up and he was gone i didn't see him the rest of the day and as soon as i got back to my friends who im going to stay with for a week. I put my battery back in and this odd wallpaper with a circle with an X crossed over it saying hide and seek was on it. as many times as i tried changing it or deleting the pic it wouldn't go away. what the fuck is happening why me? seriously what the fuck if i have too ill catch this bitch lock him away and seal his ass forever till the end of time. everyone wants to kill what cant be killed well you know what ima seal him in a box somehow this seems the only logical way to fight something that's been around since the beginning of time and cant die not gonna let some 8ft tall skinny bitch in a suit get to me hopefully i can dig up some information to help me